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About
Hi. I'm Pastel.
Elder millennial. Adorable and anxious.Most certainly an omega in need of cuddles and snacks.
Powered by iced coffee and k-pop (multi-stan life), and easily distracted by squishmallows and pretty pastel colored things.🖋️ writer 📚 books/fics 🐈 cats ✨ cozy games 🧶 knitting 🔮 tarotYou can find me all over the place, but I'm mostly on Discord and Bluesky.Side note: I'm the fun mastermind behind the Daily Jimin and Daily Han Jisung accounts on Bluesky, too!
*I realize not everyone is on Bsky. I tried to stay on twt, but it's just gotten so ugly that I had to leave completely.
If you're a fic writer and want a place to connect with other writers (without worrying about Twitter changes) and do things like set goals, sprints, get motivated and just chat and procrastinate with people who get it...
An open Discord community for fic writers writing in the kpop space.
(most of us are writing BTS, but you're welcome to write about your other favs).Please, no minors. This is an 18+ server.We have channels for sprints, accountability, goals, brainstorming, calls for betas and even channels for sharing or finding help with moodboards.Very chill, relaxed vibes. You should definitely join.
I write BTS Fics under the AO3 name pastel_daydream and I write SKZ Fics under pseud starlost_daydream.
Want an eBook version of a completed fic?
I have reformatted completed fics specifically as epubs. All author notes have been removed to make for a seamless reading experience and all ebooks include bonus scenes and side stories only available via Patreon. Minor edits and updated acknowledgements have also been added.You can purchase eBook versions of my fics on Ko-Fi for just $2 USD.
Inspired by Chan's bubble messages...Want me to upload a selca?
Hmm...I only show it to well-behaved people though...
I'll upload if you say "please" - haha
I'll upload it later
Don't feel like uploading
I make the rules
SHIP: ChanMinSungMAJOR TAGS: Dom/Sub Play, Shibari, Gratuitous SmutSTATUS: Completed at 1.4K
Fics
Namjoon is high, horny and bored with his current female hook-up.
Jimin’s not a girl, but he knows just what Namjoon needs.Or: Jimin rides Namjoon, changes his life and gives him the best gay awakening ever.
MAJOR TAGS: Canon Compliant, Recreational Drug Use, First TimeSTATUS: Complete at 8K
Namjoon thought he was doing things the smart way when gave up his dreams of trying to make it as an artist in Seoul and instead found fame, fortune and success working as a producer in the states.But when his high school sweetheart and first love reappears in his life like a wildflower years later, Namjoon begins to realize that success isn’t everything – sometimes following your dreams means following your heart.Unfortunately, his heart keeps leading him to Jimin.
MAJOR TAGS: Exes to lovers, Angst w/a happy ending, Hurt/ComfortCONTENT WARNING: Mentions of past SA, Mentions of past drug & alcohol abuseSTATUS: Ongoing; updates every monthCurrently updating every two weeks on Patreon.
Little secrets grow up to be big lies and Jimin has a secret he's been keeping for years, a secret not even his bandmates know about.When the lies come crumbling down around him, only the truth remains and now Jimin has to rebuild everything and hope he still has a place within BTS.
MAJOR TAGS: Omegaverse, Canon Divergent/Idol AU, Hurt/Comfort, Pack Building, Pack Dynamics, Pack Bonds, Mating Bonds, Slow Burn, Heats, Ruts, Scenting, Nesting, Everyone is trying their bestCONTENT WARNING: Brief depiction of drug overdose (medicinal)STATUS: On going; updates every two weeks on AO3
Early access available on Patreon -- updates weekly.
“Do you want to keep playing?” Jimin asks sweetly, sipping at the last of his current drink. “Or do you want to keep playing?”Jimin’s been toying with him all night, but now that they're alone, Namjoon has a plan.
MAJOR TAGS: College AU, Drinking Games, Jackson Wang Party Shenanigans, Flirting, Sexual Tension, Casual Sex, One Night Stand, Park Jimin has a Muscle Kink, Kim Namjoon has a Size Kink, Gratuitous Minimoni SmutSTATUS: Completed at 5KSERIES: Lust to Love
"You and I are such similar creatures. We both screw people for money."OR: The Pretty Woman inspired AU starring Kim Namjoon as Julia Roberts. Kinda.
MAJOR TAGS: Pretty Woman inspired AU, Sex Worker Kim Namjoon, CEO Park Jimin, Strangers to Lovers, Slow Burn, Light Angst, Happy EndingCONTENT WARNING: Brief references to violence and drugsSTATUS: Completed at 148K
A story of love and loss and dancing through life.(a bonus story set in the world of Similar Creatures)
MAJOR TAGS: Similar Creatures AU, Slice of Life, Grief, hurt/comfortSTATUS: Completed at 10K*Currently only available on Patreon or via the Similar Creatures ebook.
Jimin and Namjoon have nothing in common with one another and they don't get along. At all.You know who does get along though? Anonymous kink-curious user BlackSwan95 and anonymous rapper/audio porn content creator RM.But there's only so much kink you can explore via sexting, and one night at a club leads Jimin and Namjoon to discover that they may have something in common with one another after all -- their sexual compatibility is off the charts.Too bad they still hate each other.
MAJOR TAGS: Enemies to Lovers, College AU, Anonymous Identities, Sexting,
D/s Dynamics, Slow Burn, Jimin is Afraid of Feelings, Namjoon is a SaintCONTENT WARNING: Evil Ex-Boyfriend & Mentions of Past Emotional AbuseSTATUS: Completed at 197K
It begins when Hobi says he looks happy. Had he not seemed happy before? Jimin struggles with his anxiety as he tries to figure out where the holes in his happiness are. The puzzles are helping, until he loses a handful of pieces to his final puzzle and ruins everything.OR: Yoongi kisses like the sea and Jimin is drowning.
MAJOR TAGS: Canon Compliant, Comfort/Angst, Anxiety, Unreliable Narrator,
A lot of kissing, A lot of puzzles, Everyone knows except YoonminCONTENT WARNING: Depictions of Anxiety/Panic AttacksSTATUS: Completed at 112KSERIES STATUS: 5/8 POVs written, but the main story is "this ruined puzzle" (Jimin's POV) and that is completed. The other POVs are just the events of that story through the other member's eyes.
I am currently between jobs and Real Life™ is kind of kicking my ass from a bunch of different directions, so I have opened a Patreon for additional monetary support, because it is what it is and a girl could use some help.Patreon benefits include eBook versions of completed fics for both tier levels and early access to chapters, Patreon-first fics and behind-the-scenes tidbits here and there for the upper tier.Please note that none of my fics will live behind a paywall permanently. ALL of my fics are or will be available for free on AO3. The largest benefit to Patreon is early access to my stories. All of my fics will eventually be made available on AO3.If you'd like to support my writing, please consider joining my Patreon or leaving a one-time Ko-Fi donation.
The date is a nightmare.The scare actor, however, is a total dream.
MAJOR TAGS: Halloween, Haunted House, Horror Elements, Flirting & Fluff, Meet Cute, This is actually very soft despite the moodboard images!EARLY ACCESS: Currently only available on Patreon.STATUS: Completed at 4K
A story about love, loss and dancing through life.[Set in the Similar Creatures AU]
MAJOR TAGS: Similar Creatures AU, slice of life, love and loss, hurt/comfortEARLY ACCESS: Currently only available on Patreon or via the Similar Creatures ebook.STATUS: Completed at 10K